You ARE no longer the man that you used to be ... I'm scared whenever I think about you ... every thought makes me shake everything about you haunted me ! I scared this fairy tales is not going to come true ... I hate to watch myself falling but I know I'm ....
I hate everything about us that used to be so good but what's it now ... that makes it not the way it used to be ... broken trust ...I don't have any hope in this ... I'm falling but I couldn't tell anyone that I did ... I always wears that mask ... pretending that I'm living in a happy life ... but I know I'm not ... I just want to stop it ... STOPPPPP ITTT I'm scared I wanna run away ..... I don't want it noww ...
I don't want to be like this any longer ! Sick and fucking depressed of suffering the same old shit over and over again !!!!!!!!!!!!! All the hard time that you've been though to make me become a better person but you just burn it upppp burn everything upp in a min of thoughtless !!
I just want to hurt myself so bad so that I couldn't feel anything that harm me !!! I need peaceful heart I need a space to breath and really live and enjoy to be loved without any stress @.@ Huhuhuhuhuuhuhuuuhuuhuhuhuhu