Sadness filled up my nights
I feel so hard to breath !
I cried many nights ...
I can't scream any louder
I'm tired ...
Do you know that ?!!?
How to end this ?!!
I wanna do it ...
I don't care ...
I can't take it anymore ...
I don't want to be like this anymore
So smothering
So stressful
Desperation
The whole world is crashing down at my feet
and I can't help ... can't do nothing but stand there and watching it fall !
I HATE YOU !!!! :"(
HUHUHUHUHU