I'm sitting here writing this blog with a fucking heavy mind !
I guess I don't really understand people nowadays ! It's so complicated and chaotic !
I don't know how to please them how to treat them right !?!? Who is friend and who is enemies ?
No more but the only thing that I surely know that I shouldn't give trust in someone that lies to me at first ! They don't deserve such a favor !
I'm upset and disappointed ... my mind is totally shutting down !
Hope and hopeless ... you raise me up and bow you drown me in that freaking hell
I want to pull it off to save what we had but ... it's too much for me to accept it !
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Want to get away from here !!! I need a trip :((