
I'm too tired of the same shit happens over and over again !!!
I just watched the Proposal I wish i could be that happy ... i wish i could take all the deep shit to just find my real soulmate >.<" Where the fuck is happiness ?!?! I can't find it anyway ...
Its so meaningless It's so empty The whole shit is so fuck up !!!
It doesn't really mean a shit, really !! I'm too tired of relationship ! I'm done of everything ... crying !?!? noooo I cried enough for 4 years !!! Seriously how the fuck could we even last that long anyway ?!?! How the fuck could i stay in the relationship !?!!? Am I really that fucking in love ?!?! or It's just I'm scared to be alone coz I might not used to it ! I hate this shit this whole cycle ... you met someone ... you went up and down with them til you've seen his family ... you thought that he might be the one but actually not ... He put you on hope and BOOM drown you down real deep !!! I'm giving up everything now I have no strength left :( I'm soooo soooo soooo sooo tireddddd
Let me be alone and trust me that could be the only way to set us free and stop hurting each other ... be happy !!! :)