I've been working like few days ago ... Everything seems to be fine ... Everyone treated me so well ... my boss is nice ... but the job is a bit exhausted hmmmm every job has the same feeling too ... in this kinda industries you have to suffer and stand up on your feet to flight to live in it !!!
Meanwhile my personal life is totally turns out boring ... go to work go back and chatting chatting chatting and chatting ... and drafting new designs !!! But somehow i'm happy for keeping myself busy all the time ... so i don't have enough time to think about "it" or to be sad/upset about !!! At this point... i don't care when it gonna push me to ... but i gotta flow with it ... do my best ... do what best for me !
It's kinda weird ...kinda cute ... kinda sweet kinda stupid ... but all that kind ... might lead me fall :"( how am i gonna help it ?! Today i was accidentally admitted it ... it's kinda embarrassed tho ... but now it's been known... :"> and i shown my true color for "it" ... kinda sweet to remember ...makes me laugh whenever i think about it ! Funny huh?! I know ...I'm so fall :"(
But I'm angry ... coz of this kinda misunderstanding of communicated stuffs made "it" isn't FiNE ... It was also the first time ... I got so angry ... and It same 2 :"( ... Maybe it was my mistake ... Was i just so childish !??! Always doing the extra things ... always the one who picks up the fight !??! :"( Okie then ... I will stop being - nonsense ... stop picking up the fight or bully it ... and I wanna say Sorry ... I obviously wrong ... and i have no idea what the fuck happened to me !!!