Yea my mind is really disturbia now ...
I just felt like i'm not gud enuff ... not perfect ... or watever !!!
I know i had my mistakes too... and i feel so guilty about it !!!
AND PLEASE I'M NOT SO FREE TO SIT HERE AND TRYING TO FAKING SOMETHING OR TO CONVIENCE SOMETHING TO ANYBODY ...
I write down exactly how i'm feeling now ...
It's kind of awkward, depressed, unsatisfly ... blah blah blah blah
Feelin' like i wanna scream ...don't want to think too much about it
but it just you know THERE in my head ...
Relationships became so awkward ....
and i just hope others will not change the way they judge me !!!
People are not perfect rite ... me too ... normal human being ... too
I'm not perfect ... but sometimes it's tough just to be yourseft
and to really let others understand who you are ...
So please if i'm doing something wrong or rude to you
please please feel free to just tell me straight i'd love to hear from you
rather than ... someone else ....